Personal OC's

Back in early high school years, during my anime goon days. Attempted my own manga-- oh the lawls.

Dated back to 2009 with pencil.

Retracing Steps

I spent the night today, scavenging for things untouched and stumbled upon my personal high school scrapbook. I've kept it for quite some time now. Naw, just two years, but one forgets quite a lot in two little years. I left myself a message and it was uplifting. I felt as if I've went back in time and shook my own hand. I forgot this side of myself seeing as, we're all growing up so fast now. I'm forgetting where I've been brought up. I'm forgetting myself as a more ambitious me-- dreaming without fear and this played as a wake up call.

I've been so glum, lately and I can't figure out why, but maybe it's not because I'm sad. Maybe it's the fact that I've stop living. I've stop drawing and singing (badly to myself) and eating all I want and just painting for the heck of it. Or just-- not being so darn harsh on myself. To just be, do the things I wanna do and live.

My own words of wisdom for myself-- a positive reminder,
"Although time never stops, trivial collections such as these will forever live on as past reminders. Thus meaning... I must continue my path and strive forward for a bright and better future." Myself, LQHS Senior, 2010.

Quick Update

Shitty shit, shit.

Top Left: Added more stickers to my journal.
Top Right: This is old. Dated back to 2010 with PILOT Gold Marker, SHARPIE (Black), & acrylic paint.
Middle Left: Reckless abandonment. Dated back to Dec. 25, 2011 with TUL 0.3MM (Black), SHARPIE Accent Highlighter (Orange & Pink), PILOT G-2 (Red, Blue, & Green), & PILOT Precise V5 (Red).
Middle Right: Documenting my supplies for gift wrapping.
Bottom Left: Film canister art. I misspelled the word film, I know. Dated back to Dec. 25, 2011 with TUL 0.3MM (Black), SHARPIE Accent Highlighter (Pink), & STAEDTLER triplus fineliner.
Bottom Right: Francois. Yeah he's ugly and creepy. Dated back to Dec. 2011 with PILOT Precise V5 (Blue) & TUL 0.3MM (Black).

Dump

Here is a huge unorganized dump of doodles and collages.

Men, men everywhere. Special guest, Tyler J.! Dated back to SPRING Semester 2011 with SHARPIE Pen (Black), Pencil, Sharpie Marker (Black), & assorted receipts.

Alien God. Dated back to Aug. 22, 2010 with SHARPIE Accent Highlighter (Orange) & PILOT G-2 (Green).

"All I'm here for is Adventure." Dated back to Aug. 21, 2010 with ZEBRA HB 0.7mm Lead Pencil & SHARPIE Pen (Black).

TONY, licking foreheads SINCE the 1960's----- Dated back to Jul. 09, 2010 with PILOT G-2 (Green), Pencil, & STAEDTLER triplus fineliner 0.3MM (Neon Green & Red).

My dreams, three faces. 95% drawn with left hand, the less dominant hand. Dated back to Oct. 03, 2010 with SHARPIE Pen (Green) & PILOT G-2 (Black & Red).

This bearded fellah. Dated back to Dec. 11, 2011 with PILOT Precise V5 (Blue).

A vomiting mess. Dated back to Oct. 16, 2010 with SHARPIE Pen (Black), PILOT G-2 (Red, Black, & Green), & Papermate Ballpoint Pen (Blue).

The Family-- oh the old times. Sad we aren't all together anymore. Dated back to Oct. 27, 2010 with STAEDTLER triplus fineliner 0.3MM (Hot Pink) & Sharpie Market (Black).

the Failed Clone. Dated back to Aug. 10, 2010 with PILOT G-2 (Green & Red) & SHARPIE Pen (Black).

Army of Lines

I love lines.
Can't you tell?

Top Left: Naked men, receipts, morning dates, and with someone from the recent past. Dated back to Feb. 19, 2011 with SHARPIE Pen (Black & Red) & SRX colorsharp (Marroon).
Top Right: Mid-sections and torsos. Dated back to 2011(?) with SHARPIE Pen (Black & Blue).
Middle Left: Practice with reference. Dated back to Oct. 15, 2010 with SHARPIE Pen (Black & Red).
Middle Right: Lack of context. Dated back to Oct. 16, 2010 with SHARPIE Pen (Black & Blue).
Bottom Left: Doodle vomit. Dated back to Nov. 17, 2010 with SHARPIE Pen (Black & Red).
Bottom Right: Cyborg. Dated back to Nov. 10, 2010 with SHARPIE Pen (Black & Green).

Crimson

if the world hates me, then I'll hate the world

death.
"you think the future is bright,
but you don't succeed. why are you
lost? Why are you frustrated?
Fuck this. Fuck that. All this mayhem
causes only sorrows. Why so
pathetic? Leave me alone. I hate
you. I hate people. I hate myself.
Call me insane. Call me a
spineless bitch. You don't care
anyway. All this world is, is
violence and hate. Cruel world--
Why will you rest? I am
tired-- weak. Enough
already-- stop..."

'Bout a year ago, a day gone to waste, plagued by a tempting darkness.
Some days are better than others. // Charlie Barlett

Dated back to Oct. 09, 2010 with SHARPIE Pen (Black) & acrylic.

Identity

I am who I choose.

During my year of self evaluation.
To transition or to not transition.

Dated back to 2010 & Jul. 08, 2011 with SHARPIE (Black), PILOT G-2 (Red), scissors, 3M masking tape, & yellow sticky note.

Yellow Masses

Fuck paying attention in class, man. Thug life, just draw.
Top Left: "Haha, faggot!" Dated back to Sept. 26, 2011 with PILOT Precise V5 (Red).
Top Right: Doodle vomits. Dated back to Sept. 29, 2011 with PILOT Precise V5 (Red) & TUL Gel Pen 0.5MM Fine Point (Black).
Middle Left: Notes on doodles on lyrics. Dated back to Nov. 2011 with PILOT Precise V5 (Red & Blue).
Middle Right: Special guest, Jerjer! Dated back to beginning of FALL Semester 2011 with PILOT Precise V5 (Red) & TUL Gel Pen 0.5MM Fine Point (Black).
Bottom Left: Special guest, Sepal. Dated back to late Nov. FALL 2011 with PILOT Precise V5 (Blue).

Your Ass is Nice! Dated back to Oct. 31, 2011 with TUL 0.5MM (Black).

Ear, triangle, and face. Dated back to FALL Semester 2011 with PILOT Precise V5 (Red) & PRISMACOLOR Fine Line Marker (Black).

Lefty Shenanigans

Top Left: Doodling LP records on my wall. Dated back to Jun. 01, 2011 with PILOT G-2 (Black).
Top Right: Doodling through the use of tumblr. Dated back to Aug. 09, 2011 with PILOT G-2 (Red, Black, Green & Blue).
Middle Left: Tyler's OC & Mr. Creeves. Dated back to Aug. 31, 2011 with SHARPIE Pen (Red).
Middle Right: Solice. Dated back to Sept. 02, 2011 with Indian Ink Pen(?).
Bottom Left: Swampy galore. Dated back to Sept. 03, 2011 with SHARPIE Pen (Red).

Eerie

Within the Lefty Journal.
Training the left hand to draw-- very fun. Try it out!

Dated back to Apr. 10, 2011 with PILOT G-2 (Black).

Dare to Lust. Dated back to Apr. 11, 2011 with PILOT G-2 (Black).

Lined Shenanigans

Doodling on ruled paper.

Dated back to Aug. 30, 2011 with TUL Gel Pen 0.5MM Fine Point (Black) & PILOT Precise V5 (Red).

Chicken Scratch

Doodles on the back of school handouts.
In class note passing with Brenda as well, el oh el.

Dated back to FALL Semester 2011 with PILOT Precise V5 (Red) & Pencil.

Assorted Pages from fluxhzard Journal

Left to Right, Top to Bottom--
Top Left: Special guest star, Danni L.'s version of my OC, Stavelot Boum on yellow sticky notes. Dated back to Jul. 10, 2010 with SHARPIE Pen (Black).
Top Right: Couple, couple. Dated back to May 12, 2010 with SHARPIE Pen (Black) & Pencil.
Middle Left: Get black lungs. SMOKE. Date unknown with PILOT G-2 (Red).
Middle Right: I own nothing. All are borrowed in order to practice. Dated back to Nov. 10, 2010 with SHARPIE Pen (Red).
Bottom Left: Special guest star, Lindsey H.! Dated back to Jun. 03, 2010 with Pencil.
Bottom Right: Self-portrait of disgust, hahahah. Dated back to Jul. 11, 2010 with PILOT G-2 (Red).

Pages 1 & 2

Resides within the fluxhzard Journal

OC's Stavelot Boum and Roy:
Stavelot Boum originated spontaneously in French class during my Senior year in high school (if I can recall correctly), he's a chubby fat boy who loves chocolate cake.
Roy was created without intentions and slowly grew to become a regular. A robot puppet dressed in office attire-- red tie, slacks, and short sleeve dress shirt-- with a suave hair do.

Dated back to May 04, 2010 (left) & May 09, 2010 (right) with SHARPIE Pen (Black).

Journal Covers

Don't judge a journal by its cover?

Wreck This Journal by Keri Smith
A great interaction book, where each page holds a step in going towards wrecking the journal.

fluxhzard Journal
My main, main journal in which doodles, scraps, and outside interaction occurs. Much thought is given into each page. It will only be finished when every page is a satisfaction.

Crap Journal
Originally dubbed The Bitch is now the crap journal. It has no purpose than to be party and get together entertainment for my friends and I. Along with the fact that it holds no rules. Its destiny is to be horrendous and ugly. It plays the mellow side of my borderline OCD habits (half joking).

Lefty Journal
A journal solely for left handed drawings only. Also is my temporary personal writing journal. Dedicated to training myself into an ambidextrous.

Constant Journal
Doodles non stop until blank spots have been eliminated (only 5-10% permitted).

Goal

It has taken me a while to obtain a personal scanner, but now that I have, I wish to share what my hands are capable of. I lost my drawing passion a few years back, but I'm ready to jump back in. No fear, just doodles. Everything that touches a paper shall be shared.

I'm reigniting a past passion in full swing.

Here is a fellow classmate of mine, Jayel Aberam (check out his tumblr for his photography and political posts):

Dated back to Dec. 07, 2011 with PILOT Precise V5 (Blue).