the Crap Journal, Version II!

After finishing the first generation of my Crap Journal(visit link to be refreshed), I have decided to continue the project.

Get ready for Version II!

Recent Scraps

My hiatus has been due to my scanner's inability to function with my MacBook and my laziness of reinstalling it onto a PC. Here's a pile of shit doodles!

Top Left:
"A lost bird, but many sit on this
wrecked bridge. Whistling what could be
a symphony of the free.
But, ohhh... How it's a 
lie!!! A damn lie...


You're within 
a prison. Walls
rusted with gold
and silver.
Runny streaks
& a loose
facet.
Drip. Drip. Drip.
It echoes
through the
cellar. Empty hopes
meets the moon light.
You may sing, but it's
merely a whimper.
And you weep endlessly."


Dated back to SPRING Semester 2012 with PILOT Precise V5(Blue & Red).
Top Right: A drawing of my right hand, drawn with my left hand. Dated back to Apr. 13, 2012 with PILOT Precise V5(Blue & Red).
Bottom Left: I am not quite sure why I wrote out Dorothy in big letters. Dated back to SPRING Semester 2012 with PILOT Precise V5(Blue).
Bottom Right: People should let go and forgive themselves. Dated back to Apr. 10, 2012 with PILOT Precise V5(Blue).

Personal OC's

Back in early high school years, during my anime goon days. Attempted my own manga-- oh the lawls.

Dated back to 2009 with pencil.

Retracing Steps

I spent the night today, scavenging for things untouched and stumbled upon my personal high school scrapbook. I've kept it for quite some time now. Naw, just two years, but one forgets quite a lot in two little years. I left myself a message and it was uplifting. I felt as if I've went back in time and shook my own hand. I forgot this side of myself seeing as, we're all growing up so fast now. I'm forgetting where I've been brought up. I'm forgetting myself as a more ambitious me-- dreaming without fear and this played as a wake up call.

I've been so glum, lately and I can't figure out why, but maybe it's not because I'm sad. Maybe it's the fact that I've stop living. I've stop drawing and singing (badly to myself) and eating all I want and just painting for the heck of it. Or just-- not being so darn harsh on myself. To just be, do the things I wanna do and live.

My own words of wisdom for myself-- a positive reminder,
"Although time never stops, trivial collections such as these will forever live on as past reminders. Thus meaning... I must continue my path and strive forward for a bright and better future." Myself, LQHS Senior, 2010.

Quick Update

Shitty shit, shit.

Top Left: Added more stickers to my journal.
Top Right: This is old. Dated back to 2010 with PILOT Gold Marker, SHARPIE (Black), & acrylic paint.
Middle Left: Reckless abandonment. Dated back to Dec. 25, 2011 with TUL 0.3MM (Black), SHARPIE Accent Highlighter (Orange & Pink), PILOT G-2 (Red, Blue, & Green), & PILOT Precise V5 (Red).
Middle Right: Documenting my supplies for gift wrapping.
Bottom Left: Film canister art. I misspelled the word film, I know. Dated back to Dec. 25, 2011 with TUL 0.3MM (Black), SHARPIE Accent Highlighter (Pink), & STAEDTLER triplus fineliner.
Bottom Right: Francois. Yeah he's ugly and creepy. Dated back to Dec. 2011 with PILOT Precise V5 (Blue) & TUL 0.3MM (Black).

Dump

Here is a huge unorganized dump of doodles and collages.

Men, men everywhere. Special guest, Tyler J.! Dated back to SPRING Semester 2011 with SHARPIE Pen (Black), Pencil, Sharpie Marker (Black), & assorted receipts.

Alien God. Dated back to Aug. 22, 2010 with SHARPIE Accent Highlighter (Orange) & PILOT G-2 (Green).

"All I'm here for is Adventure." Dated back to Aug. 21, 2010 with ZEBRA HB 0.7mm Lead Pencil & SHARPIE Pen (Black).

TONY, licking foreheads SINCE the 1960's----- Dated back to Jul. 09, 2010 with PILOT G-2 (Green), Pencil, & STAEDTLER triplus fineliner 0.3MM (Neon Green & Red).

My dreams, three faces. 95% drawn with left hand, the less dominant hand. Dated back to Oct. 03, 2010 with SHARPIE Pen (Green) & PILOT G-2 (Black & Red).

This bearded fellah. Dated back to Dec. 11, 2011 with PILOT Precise V5 (Blue).

A vomiting mess. Dated back to Oct. 16, 2010 with SHARPIE Pen (Black), PILOT G-2 (Red, Black, & Green), & Papermate Ballpoint Pen (Blue).

The Family-- oh the old times. Sad we aren't all together anymore. Dated back to Oct. 27, 2010 with STAEDTLER triplus fineliner 0.3MM (Hot Pink) & Sharpie Market (Black).

the Failed Clone. Dated back to Aug. 10, 2010 with PILOT G-2 (Green & Red) & SHARPIE Pen (Black).

Army of Lines

I love lines.
Can't you tell?

Top Left: Naked men, receipts, morning dates, and with someone from the recent past. Dated back to Feb. 19, 2011 with SHARPIE Pen (Black & Red) & SRX colorsharp (Marroon).
Top Right: Mid-sections and torsos. Dated back to 2011(?) with SHARPIE Pen (Black & Blue).
Middle Left: Practice with reference. Dated back to Oct. 15, 2010 with SHARPIE Pen (Black & Red).
Middle Right: Lack of context. Dated back to Oct. 16, 2010 with SHARPIE Pen (Black & Blue).
Bottom Left: Doodle vomit. Dated back to Nov. 17, 2010 with SHARPIE Pen (Black & Red).
Bottom Right: Cyborg. Dated back to Nov. 10, 2010 with SHARPIE Pen (Black & Green).